I had a good weekend.....Friday I hung out with Diana and James, who came up. Then Saturday I went back to Midland for the night, and Sunday because I had a meeting for my Louisiana trip, and hung out with the boys, lol. Wow it makes me appreciate that I have friends that are girls. No offense to the guys but sometimes you make me want to pound my head against a wall.

OOOHHHH!!! Spring Break is almost here! I'm so excited  I get a whole week off of school...how exciting is that? No Biology for a whole week. I'm actually supposed to be studying for it right now but I studied a lot last time and got a D-....yeah real sweet. So, I see no point in studying that hard anymore. I'm really hoping and praying that I do pass this class. And I refuse to drop it because I do not quit and besides I can't because then I wouldn't be a full time student (gosh!)

So next week I'm going to be in Louisiana helping with clean up of people's houses. I think it will be an eye opener to as how stable my life really is. Trips like this always do.

Well I'll update after the trip and tell you how it was. Have a good spring break to everyone that has it next week

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So it's been a busy week and a half. School/homework is basically what I do now during the week. Weekends are fun though! Friday I hung out with Becky and Cassidy...soooo much fun. We went to Cold Stone, a really good ice cream place in Grand Rapids. Then we drove around for like an hour trying to find the first season of Grey's Anatomy ....everywhere was sold out. So we rented the first 5 episodes and watched those for the night.

Then on Saturday I went to Kalamazoo and hung out with my friend James. We watched a movie. He then "bought" me dinner....he had a gift card from his grandma, lol. Then we hung out with his older brother and his friends and watched the Olympics...nothing exciting but it still was a lot of fun. Then Sunday I went to Midland for a meeting for my spring break trip to Louisiana. After wards I celebrated my brother's birthday with him and his girlfriend Jenn...another free dinner  YES!!!  And then I hung out with Courtney, Justin, and Ryan and it was freakin sweet because they're crazy.

So anyway....here's the interesting part of the this entry...the pictures from Friday night...they are fun!

WE'RE MODELS SERIOUSLY.

We're being dinosaurs....please don't ask...just accept that we're really weird when we're hyper.

Haha Cassidy likes to dance

Awww the cute one

well Happy Valentine's Day everyone.

This is the first time in a long time that I'm actually enjoying Valentine's Day. And it's not because I all of a sudden have a significant other. hahaha this is me we're talking about.

Nope I've got love from my family and my super cool friends and that's all that counts with me.

But hey if anyone out there does feel the urge to take me to dinner....I'm all for it.

Enjoy the day and make sure you tell the ones you love that you love them....and not just today but everyday. You don't need one specific day to say your "I love yous"

I'm so happy to know that I have at least 2 people in my life that will always be there for me and accept me for me. I've been blessed with great parents. Yeah yeah if you think it's mushy shut up...you know you like your parents, too. I've been having a hard time with school the past couple of weeks, just with the work load, the level of toughness some of my classes are (ok ok just biology), my grades so far, and if I really want to be a physical therapist (the biggest stresser right now). My parents are so cool... they let me call them all the time and just bitch how sucky things are and they let me whine to them. I love it! I don't like whining and I don't want to seem like things are too hard....I'm a stubborn like that (I've said that before), so being able to have 2 people to talk about it all with is sweet. And then they go around and say that they'll support me with any decision I make about school makes the weekly whinning even better.

I got to spend the weekend with my parents up at Ferris along with my brother and his girlfriend. It was fun to just relax and for one day not worry about if I was going to get my homework done along with everything else in my life. I needed this weekend.

But now I must get back to the writing...a class made by Lucifer himself....I don't like to write as you can tell. I've had over a week to work on this and I'm just now starting it and it's due tomorrow. Maybe I should start working on not procrastinating as much.

Meg

So last week was sooooo long. School is starting to kick my butt, majorly. School is the bully pinning me to the ground and then letting spit drop until it almost touches my face and then sucking it back up. It's being so mean.
My bio class is a bitch...no other way to put it really. My teacher isn't very good at teaching so I have to teach myself a lot...which I basically just found out days before the first exam which is tomorrow.

I'm really starting to second guess if I want to be a physical therapist. I could be an athletic trainer but it has unreasonable hours. Starting out they'd be fine because I probably won't have a family. But, when I get older I'm gonna want to take care of my family. That's just how I am, my family will always come first. It wouldn't be fair to be gone from them until 9 at night.

So, I'm really confused and extremly frustrated with everything. I don't like to fail...it is my least favorite thing and I'm so nervous that I am close to it. I've failed at many things in the past year and I just don't want to fail anymore.

Good news: Parents are coming next weekend....I miss them a lot. Also...so far my best friend Mark is coming to Grand Valley (I'm praying he doesn't get accepted to MSU...lol, yeah I know selfish prayer). And...I'm going to Louisana for spring break to help with clean up from the hurricane. So there are good things in my life going on and I need to look at my blessings a lot more, those are the things that will shuttle me through this tougher times.

And this is now a novel....it's been a busy week.

Meg